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The Future of My Bloodline

Why does it always happen to me that some weird dream suddenly appears out of nowhere in my mind, and all I can do is just go with the flow? I may be old by age, but I swear to protect the loved ones in my life.  I wish I had understood this earlier, but as time passes, I find myself getting closer to my family—not just my parents, but also my brother, bhabhi, and their children. Even though they are not my own, I consider their children as mine because, somewhere deep down, they carry some part of me in their genes. And if they ever get hurt—these young warriors of the future—it truly hurts me too. It feels as if the pain isn't just theirs, but mine as well. Think about it—even a single scratch on them makes me so tense, as if I’m the one suffering the pain. Maybe that's why I'm still single. Perhaps God has reserved my destiny to sacrifice myself for the peace of others.  But at the end of the day, I'm just a normal human being—nothing more. That incident in my dream ...

Feelings Of The Author

  This old heart of mine has changed me with passage of time. All of the emotions and even the limitations of this body is slowing down the process for me to do something even more than i ever could have done in my life.  I guess my time is up and the worst part is regrets that I keep carrying over my shoulders of the distant past. I really think that things should not have ended with me as they have already ended.  I just became a lonely soul who is just wondering from here and there, maybe searching for something which I could have done a long time ago, anyway I guess my path has too many hurdles which are working as stoppers for me to reach the destination. I am carrying so much inside. I wish this life of mine was somehow useful but all of my life, it has gone into something which is humanity.  Soul purpose is now gone and I can't revert back in time to go and change things the way I wanted but it is impossible. Everyday I wake up so that i could get a sign or si...

A Twisted Reality

  I do not know where to begin such a beautiful memory, and here I am, thinking about what should have been done for so long as I lay my age at the very 30s.  Now, I realize that only if I had been more confident and fearless could I have done what has been bothering my mind for so long.  I guess that this was my immature side of me, and that hesitation is why I did not had the guts to say what I had to confess in those old days far away, which still haunts me. Let me remind you that I am never been the perfect one.  However, even if I had seen this coming out of the other side of me, I could have changed my reality, but there was this obsession with studying to be the best no matter what happens. I keep getting dreams like this now and then, and now that I think about it, I feel the missing part of the puzzle of my life, and there is that regret, too.  Let me enlighten you far away from the past: approximately 18 years ago, there was a girl named Deepika in my ...

A Dream Felt Like Reality

  I don't know what happened to me but last night probably it could be due to the subconscious mind that I was not well aware of even what was happening.  This dream that I had in the morning was different from the rest of my dreams.   I know should have written each dream but after a few seconds,  this happens very fast, and before I try to recall that very dream it is over somehow. It was like someone was trying to wake me up when I was sleeping on my bed and there were some voices I was listening as I heard as if someone was whispering in my ears.   I did not know at that time that it was all a dream but it was all looking pretty real to me. There was a celebrity guest in my house who was anxiously waiting for me to come to so that she and I,  I mean both of us could go to the dentist for some tooth problem but as far as I am concerned I don't have any tooth problems at all in reality.   I told those voices that I would come after a few mi...

Path To peace ✌️

  I am done with YouTube, so now I will focus on other aspects of life as YouTube is considered a part-time income, but this is not the reason why I am slowing down the pace of doing live streaming or uploading videos at a smaller pace from this moment on.  It is just that I have to do more things in my life to secure and make my future to be in a bright world filled with life. It is not as if I am permanently doing this for some kind of purpose or some pressure but it is just that I have realized that YouTube s income should not be considered as a permanent income and that YouTube will be forever as trends will change over time.  I will be back but I am not interested in doing a live stream for longer durations anymore. I will continue to upload videos but life is short and time is also important that is why I have taken this decision to survive and feed my future wife and children.  I am not sad or happy, about my decision but let it be for the time being as I want...

A Signal To Everyone ( Part 2 )

Hello everyone out there  please do not think wrongly but I must say please never ever share personal number with anyway. You never know what might happen. They might talk in a goody goody manner but I am regretting so far by giving my number to them. There was a group on Whatsapp which  had these weird rules in that group that first of all, watch full video then record screen as a proof and also leave a comment in such a way that you have seen the video but I was against this rule.  It was them who added me by their selves, I was not agreed to get added in that group in the first place. Because I could see that danger level that they are making my number public in such a way in a group that rest can see. All the time my phone kept ringing every second because they do not have anything else to do and sometimes so one is putting random family photos, audio clips It was so much disturbing that unfortunately I had no way but to keep that group mute forever. They should ...

A Signal To Everyone

  Please request mera koi bhi screenshot aur screen recording kar ke o WhatsApp vala group me nahe dalega. Last time bta rahe hai jo bhi kar raha hai, mene o ka kam nahi karna. Na hee mujhse koi kahe screen recording ya screenshot ke liye kyu ki me against hu is sab me.  mujhe pasand nahe yeh sab aur me bus group me much likh nahe raha jab se aaya hu bus mene mute par rakha hua hai, dusro ka baare me bhi socho ki unka zindagi me bhi koi na koi kam hoga , agla banda khali nahe hai , us par bhi kam hai , mujhe chahe koi group se nikale ya na nikale mujhe nahe faraq padta .  Yeh sab bachhe kam acche nahe hsi karne jo sab abhi btaya hai. Please mat karo par pta hai kafi log e ka bhi screenshot khich kar o ko whatsapp par dal denge , koi baat nahe kuch log aise hee rahenge toh koi na . Par yeh khali dimag shaitan ka ghar hota hai.  kuch acche kam par lagoo iss dimag ko aap log aur yeh sab band kar doo. me sabka yaha par kam kar ta hu aur mere saath hee aap log aisa karta ...

Letter to Youtube

  This is her community post that she posted today and has got no sense of even saying what and where. I cannot share those screenshots here as I am adding in this blog the feelings that have been hurt on a public platform.  She thinks that she has got freedom of saying anything just like in normal life. Please terminate her channel at the earliest I am requesting again and again and even reported couple of times earlier but nothing happened.  She is going on and on and is hurting sentiments of a hardworking creator who is helping everyone out there and is trying to keep the flame of humanity alive. She has crossed her limits.  I think this has gone far enough and now it is time to remove her channel from YouTube completely as this cannot go on like this forever. Please I am requesting ban the user from using this platform as she is writing without thinking as to what to say and where to say.  I am getting personally humiliated and this is a form of hate speech ...

Thoughts Of The Writer ( Part 14 )

   I do not know where to start and from which point should I end the depth of my thoughts in this passage at this very last date of this month but still, I will write whatever is troubling me so far within my thoughts. So there are very frustrated and quite jealous people in this world who will attempt anything to bring a hardworking person down to earth.  I am out of words for such people as they should mind their businesses and stop poking into other people's life matters as well as their YouTube channel. At times I am really out of words and do not know what to comment upon.  I feel that they must educate themselves and not use something which is not permissible or in other sense not to say on such and such public forums such as YouTube or any other social network. It is easy to blame anybody but difficult to prove the false blame or false statement.  People lack what to say and where to say as well as say something with so much democracy. They do not know t...

Thank You All For Your Support

  I am a very hard working person on my channel, that I have put up everything at stake for the sake of helping each and everyone out there with no regard of getting any benefit or pleasure out of all this work. My first priority is to be the very best and for some reason I really do not care if I am number one or not. I have devoted myself completely into this industry and I will keep on doing work continuously like this for the rest of my life.  I really do not have any regrets so far even if I have then they are in my past and not my future or the present. I know there are certain limitations that people should try to understand that this a public forum and hence must think twice before popping their comments in either the live chat box or under the videos. They must respect the creator in each and every way as he or she is fully engrossed in cultivating even better and better videos with each passing day. Even though I am tagging myself along this passage for a clear and b...

Friendly Advice

  my advice would be that there is no need take much stress about the upcoming exam, just be calm and cool as there it is not necessary to need to worry about it as in this life there are many paths that have different sorts of exams on the way. Giving this exam does not mean that this it, no this is not the end but the beginning as many tough challenges are there in the future which are even tougher and even more painful.  But like I said before, if one takes too much stress all the time then it will be much more difficult to focus on the present task at hand, and thinking over and again over the past marks obtained is quite meaningless at this stage. I am sorry I was not in any statement till now that had any feelings that are in a very hurtful manner so kindly take it as friendly advice, not as a lecture or something like that but still, I would urge on the fact that I quite agree with you that it is very important for you to score almost more marks than you deser...

Thoughts Of The Writer ( Part 13 )

  Agreed but there must be at least some sort of alternative or some way that will bring back their attention. Well in my opinion I think both the parents as well the kids need counseling on this particular aspect.  It is necessary for conducting such an activity for the welfare of the next generation so that they can understand the difference between right and wrong. Probably the fault lies with the education system as it does not have so many volunteers to conduct such and such tasks on an urgent priority but anyway there are other means also from stopping the child to operate the mobile phones for playing games like for example setting up a password by their parents. Even at the same time child lock in their television sets as well so that children can only watch or play those things that are under complete control of parental guidance. Well, these are my two valuable suggestions for the time being.  I hope everyone is on the same page with me regarding this matter for...

Thoughts Of The Writer ( Part 12 )

  I am feeling sad for these newer generations as their main goal in life becomes something else like gaming all the time and going live all the time and all of them have this urge to become famous YouTuber. I can only tell them but I think it is hopeless enough.  My attempts at making Jago grahak Jago seems to be failing but I am not giving up just like this. I will show them the right direction in life as their main focus should utilize this precious time in their studies but such is not the case, they are talking too lightly.  Perhaps I think somewhere parents are also at fault for not giving adequate attention to their kids. When a child makes a mistake, parents often try to not rectify that mistake because they think that they love them in such a manner that they would not find out their mistakes even and leave them and God knows what sorts of things they are doing on their mobile phones. Anyway, I am too much disappointed with this generation.  Maybe it is the ...

A New Beginning ( Part 2 )

  The next chapter begins with a phase of a new dawn showering on me. The new life begins from this moment as there has been a conflict lately between Aditya and Technology World.  What Aditya can do, cannot be done by the owner of Technology World and vice versa. It is clear that TW has got more advanced future and is even getting more love from his fans all over the world whereas to, be honest, Aditya had never got so much bountiful love in his entire life.  Both personalities somehow resemble each other just like two sides of a single coin. It was difficult for me to let go of Aditya a long time ago but I did not meant to let him get away with the blowing wind I guess there was no other alternative as I wanted to draw a new personality that is far away different from him in all aspects.  It somehow hurts deep inside to handle a new identity of my own but anyway, let the past rest in the past, and let's focus on the present and even exclude the future for the momen...

A New Beginning ( Part 1 )

It is time to grab the mic and hit the spotlight in front of my loving audience, especially the ones who are fans of the technology world channel. It took some time but it is not too late to venture out into the unknown once again.  Earlier I was simply depending on writing blogs all the time but as time passed, the thought of launching a career in YouTube was just a dream for me. I was not hoping to reach so far away that not only will I get views on videos as this was never my agenda from the very start but all I did was strive for the very best and maximize my output in my videos so that I can educate the young ones and even the older generations something new and it feels like that I have reached that limit breaking point where there is no need to be in such a hurry in making videos.  I never did the editing part and all I did was make lots of newer stuff without giving any second thought as to how my audience would react. I found it kind out of little bit difficult at the...

Outburst Of Emotions ( Part 12 )

   Please support my late cousin's sister's channel that she made for me on her behalf as she was only 12 years old and recently she passed away due to covid virus and it was her dream that she wanted me to give this channel with monetization enabled with all the features at the age of 18 but due to the sad news of her demise, it is my humble request from her side that let us all support her by giving her 1000 subscribers or perhaps even more as much as possible. Let her effort of making the channel banner as well as the logo and even a few lines in the description not go to waste as I will be continuously working from today itself in making her dreams come true.  I know she is watching me right now wherever she is from the heavens and showering lots of love as well as blessings for my future. Such an innocent girl's soul has gone away and it appears as if it was just yesterday when she was talking to me about her favorite cartoon heroes and all the toys she had. I can ne...

Outburst Of Emotions ( Part 11 )

My original artwork was recently stolen and used by another channel. The hard work I spent more than 2 hours making my channel thumbnail.  I even requested the owner of that channel to remove that thumbnail and so did my audience went there and told him to change but the guy was not bothered at all. So thanks to my lovely audience they have reported the channel as well as the video in which my photo was getting displayed. Even I reported the channel and video and eventually the person got a little bit scared but he made the video private anyway I am giving his channel a direct copyright strike as it infringes my rights and this is unforgivable and I have had enough.  I have almost started the process of filling the copyright strike on his channel and it will not be long enough for youtube to terminate his channel and please I am requesting lots of support in this disturbing atmosphere of scattered clouds. As I will not tolerate any sort of mental harrsement on my channel. Plea...

Outburst Of Emotions ( Part 10 )

There was a time in life when everything was filled with lots of happiness but as time passes by all those things are separated from the rest of life. It is hard to struggle even in sad times but everyone has to go through them.  Unfortunately for me, it is just another ounce of my life no matter how hard I try I am still having trouble in these silent times where not even a butterfly would fly by me. It is my courage that is making me through such a process but I am very unlucky.  Why does everything have to hinder my life? It is already tough for me to steer the vehicle ahead as I cannot overcome one blockage after another as I might run out of dreams or hope. I had enough but not anymore, it is as they say the more difficult times the wiser the person becomes.  I hope not to see anymore as I have had already all that was on my plate and it is time for me to let go of the past and focus my enormous amount of energy on all the positivity that remains even if it is less i...

Outburst Of Emotions ( Part 9 )

  Trust is a very rare thing in life and lately, I have realized that not all people are as good as well trustworthy as I am. It is a good sign if you have a personality that fits all the qualities of a well-deserving person and that also takes the path of righteousness.  I now have a better idea of who can backstab anytime and be fair in this scenario I am much more strong than I ever was. I have the power to overlook nuisance value in my life which is a little bit annoying at times even though each moment of mine is filled with things that could have been avoided but there are all kinds of personalities in this race 1of life.  We which includes me and others cannot reform a person as it is too late in the day to do such a meaningless, task but I will keep on struggling no matter the odds I won't back down from certain personalities who are more or less jealous of my successful career on YouTube platform. I do not want to use such words which do hurt others rather I help...

Outburst Of Emotions ( Part 8 )

  Happy birthday to the Greatest soul and more than a soul a budding cute partner. In other, the other half of me is missing out on the picture frame.  There is not a day that goes by when I am not thinking about my love. I respect as well as love him from deep inside all the time. I am missing my shadow and my daylight very much.  I am not that song as my very own brother and even the one and only God in my life. Thanks for making me realize my mistakes over the years and I promise that I will not let his wisdom go into the wind as it is time for me to hold the touch and move towards the light.  It always feels empty when he is not around and I am struggling from the inside too much to not let it show from the exterior but with all my heart I wish that he was around as it is been too long since we have seen each other. Each day is like a year gone away and anyway I will not let myself get any more distracted from the surroundings My power lies within him forever and...