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Outburst Of Emotions ( Part 12 )

 



 Please support my late cousin's sister's channel that she made for me on her behalf as she was only 12 years old and recently she passed away due to covid virus and it was her dream that she wanted me to give this channel with monetization enabled with all the features at the age of 18 but due to the sad news of her demise, it is my humble request from her side that let us all support her by giving her 1000 subscribers or perhaps even more as much as possible. Let her effort of making the channel banner as well as the logo and even a few lines in the description not go to waste as I will be continuously working from today itself in making her dreams come true. 


I know she is watching me right now wherever she is from the heavens and showering lots of love as well as blessings for my future. Such an innocent girl's soul has gone away and it appears as if it was just yesterday when she was talking to me about her favorite cartoon heroes and all the toys she had. I can never forget such a noble soul in my entire life as she will always be a shadow of me in front of the whole world. 


Her cute little mesmerizing voice will always linger in my ears as if she is still here around me and even her face is so fragile and her overwhelming personality with tons of energy is too much that it makes me feel like a kid again but despite all this her thoughts her good and even her deeds. I will make this dream of her into reality as she was the first person who had shown me her covid report and she was not able to understand what was written in it but somehow I was able to control my urge to tell her right away on her face as it would only break her heart, as well as her mindset, would be upsetting.


I made sure to tell it to her parents instead of her as I did not want to see tear flowing from her eyes. I was dishonest when I told her that everything is okay, probably because I have a pure heart and I did not want her to go into depression just like I fell after the incident happened but I am strong and still I am struggling somewhere to keep her promise of monetizing her channel because I am also a very noble and kind person who does not like to break any promises that I made with her as it is her last wish and I will do everything in my stride to fulfill it till the end of my life. 


May her noble soul rest in peace. 

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