Feelings Of The Author

This old heart of mine has changed me with passage of time. All of the emotions and even the limitations of this body is slowing down the process for me to do something even more than i ever could have done in my life.

I guess my time is up and the worst part is regrets that I keep carrying over my shoulders of the distant past. I really think that things should not have ended with me as they have already ended.

I just became a lonely soul who is just wondering from here and there, maybe searching for something which I could have done a long time ago, anyway I guess my path has too many hurdles which are working as stoppers for me to reach the destination. I am carrying so much inside. I wish this life of mine was somehow useful but all of my life, it has gone into something which is humanity.

Soul purpose is now gone and I can't revert back in time to go and change things the way I wanted but it is impossible. Everyday I wake up so that i could get a sign or signal for something to happen but too bad nothing ever happens.

Why does this happens to me, what am I searching is something that words simply cannot express that is why I have adopted to the silent life where I just keep on going with the silence. I don't why does this happens whenever I am trying to search something and it is there, I can simple visualize and even I can see it before my hands but when I try to grab it, it disappers all of a sudden and I have to wait for the next miracle to happen but at this point miracles are something which ahopen quite rarely or you just have to wait for your time so that it can happen again.

This life has given me what I wanted, for example,fame but I could not make it through. At times, I feel this life is a total waste of mine. Why did the creator sent me to the position where I am today, and with what agenda.

I can't comprehend.....

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