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Outburst Of Emotions ( Part 9 )

  Trust is a very rare thing in life and lately, I have realized that not all people are as good as well trustworthy as I am. It is a good sign if you have a personality that fits all the qualities of a well-deserving person and that also takes the path of righteousness.  I now have a better idea of who can backstab anytime and be fair in this scenario I am much more strong than I ever was. I have the power to overlook nuisance value in my life which is a little bit annoying at times even though each moment of mine is filled with things that could have been avoided but there are all kinds of personalities in this race 1of life.  We which includes me and others cannot reform a person as it is too late in the day to do such a meaningless, task but I will keep on struggling no matter the odds I won't back down from certain personalities who are more or less jealous of my successful career on YouTube platform. I do not want to use such words which do hurt others rather I help...

Outburst Of Emotions ( Part 8 )

  Happy birthday to the Greatest soul and more than a soul a budding cute partner. In other, the other half of me is missing out on the picture frame.  There is not a day that goes by when I am not thinking about my love. I respect as well as love him from deep inside all the time. I am missing my shadow and my daylight very much.  I am not that song as my very own brother and even the one and only God in my life. Thanks for making me realize my mistakes over the years and I promise that I will not let his wisdom go into the wind as it is time for me to hold the touch and move towards the light.  It always feels empty when he is not around and I am struggling from the inside too much to not let it show from the exterior but with all my heart I wish that he was around as it is been too long since we have seen each other. Each day is like a year gone away and anyway I will not let myself get any more distracted from the surroundings My power lies within him forever and...

Outburst Of Emotions ( Part 7 )

I just had a strange dream. I do not know whether to include this as it was one miracle that had to happen no matter what happened. So what happened was that I was roaming in the darkness of my fantasy world.  I had abandoned all of the feelings that were far far away from reach but now I realize that somewhere it quite takes time for that magical bond to take its toll. I know that my Bhabhi is now a fully qualified mother so all the attention that I was getting earlier has been shifted towards the next generation but she seems to have completely forgotten the one who took so much care of her.  It is a feeling like this only but cannot be helped. It all depends on the priority list. I will never say such things in front of her verbally but deep down I know how I feel and this burning feeling of not communicating even a little is what is doing all the trick.  I am quite fed up and I deserve the right to be treated like other family members. It is okay to take care of the n...

Outburst Of Emotions ( Part 6 )

  It is not even a dream as on the other hand somewhere I am again getting that kind of feeling of being avoided as if I simply do not exist in a world like this where I thought that it was a nice place to live but trust me on this one and I have again started to feel annoyed by not giving any single opportunity of treating the friendship that I had with my bhabhi Ma. I have started to feel that there are only 3 members that exist in the family.  Even so, adding one more has given me the creeps of feeling too much lost in a city of wasteland. It is simply a wasteland for me now as I value human beings much on top of ridiculous topics to be discussed by the same man again and again.  Calling something which is the most valuable asset in terms of the junkyard is unforgivable. Talking to the lower class behind my back and secretly discussing all the rubbish things is something that Is always and always will be a wasteful list of conversations.  I have lost the value of ...

Thoughts Of The Writer ( Part 11 )

I am fed up with such people who do not know how to talk directly and will simply try to twinkle their brains instead of applying any logic as to what to do next. Even the smallest conversations could be done without using this radical technology known as the use of mobile phones.  Even if a person is not even 1 kilometer away, they would use their pathetic way as mentioned already and it is quite irritating to the other person. I would never in my whole life look into the nuances these certain types of people keep creating for me because I have learned to ignore not just certain obstacles but even people also as I am no anymore that person that can be in a state of emotions. As I have left emotions behind myself in such cases. Anyway, meaningless people who are not giving me anything are already something that is somewhat not a big problem anymore as they are just tiny particles that should be overlooked.  I have started giving life a new turn where I am feeling good as now I...

Dream Land ( Part 12 )

This was the hardest dream that I had ever faced as it was one heck of a ride that is somewhat true. I liked the way that the partner or perhaps my blood stepped into the battle to protect me.  Even though it was a necessary measure that had to be taken So let's just get tagged along with the main story. There were a bunch of goons who had cornered me so that my escape becomes invisible even though I did not know what kind of narrow scene was as the dream was giving me shockwaves one after another.  There was this own blood who was fighting by my side but not physically but only in verbal terms was the dream taking place. I am proud to have such a brother with so many skills.  I do not want him to leave him at all costs matter what happens. His main are my burdens as I cannot leave him in any distress.  Let's meet in another passage as to what would have happened but this is no joke sir only and only the facts are enlisted here. Till Next Time See Yaa...

Thoughts Of The Writer ( Part 10 )

  It is so hard to realize self-importance in front of your family members as it takes a toll on expressing oneself in front of others. In other words, it is kind of difficult to describe certainly important aspects to them as it becomes tiring as well as exhaustive to reach out to caution yourself in front of others. I know how much I have lost my value in the past few days but what to do.  I do wish there was a patting angel on my shoulder every time. I went in to look into my mirror, it shows me exactly how I look and in how many ways my emotions flow from one end to another but there are not many emotions in me. I am a person who needs lots and lots of attention for taking care of myself as I feel lost at times when I am in the gloomy sky above me which has lots of loopholes.  Let's talk about this conversation further in the next passage which will come soon …. Till Next Time.... See Ya...