Outburst Of Emotions ( Part 7 )

I just had a strange dream. I do not know whether to include this as it was one miracle that had to happen no matter what happened. So what happened was that I was roaming in the darkness of my fantasy world.

I had abandoned all of the feelings that were far far away from reach but now I realize that somewhere it quite takes time for that magical bond to take its toll. I know that my Bhabhi is now a fully qualified mother so all the attention that I was getting earlier has been shifted towards the next generation but she seems to have completely forgotten the one who took so much care of her.

It is a feeling like this only but cannot be helped. It all depends on the priority list. I will never say such things in front of her verbally but deep down I know how I feel and this burning feeling of not communicating even a little is what is doing all the trick.

I am quite fed up and I deserve the right to be treated like other family members. It is okay to take care of the next generation but forgetting other people in this whole process is something that needs urgent attention.

I feel or somehow I am interpreting the situation in the wrong scenario, perhaps there are no guarantees as of now but the kind of attention I needed as of now is sort of clustered or distorted somewhere.

I am a human being and got feelings but at times I simply cannot hold the outburst of emotions as they keep sprouting on my face. I have thought of an alternative as of now but somehow I hope it works as my fingers are crossed for the hopeful moment to renter my atmosphere and make it much more comfortable.

Anyway, let's meet at some other passage as I am done for now on this passage.

Till Next Time

Stay Safe Always

Stay Strong

Take Care of yourself and your beloved ones

Bye for now

See ya...

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