Thoughts Of The Writer ( Part 4 )

I think it is my fault In the first place for telling about my monetization process and that is why I am here left stranded from the crowd and thinking about what to do next when it should have been over sooner than ever before. I will try to curb my mistakes but somehow I am so much satisfied with the kind of results that I have to look after.

It looks as though I ran into another blind spot of mine from which there is no bright side that I can make up till now. I am thinking and thinking as to where should I place ads on my videos but it seems as if I have kind of left a grey hole right there too.

I have never been this much in trouble as I am right now. It is time for me to sit back in the chair and watch the shown. Maybe I am too old for this techno stuff but I ain't giving up just now as the show has just begun.

I again promise to be as good as I was back then and continue from wherever I have left. I know I am excited but too much excitement is not good for health and that is what I think about myself.

I will tell you something, I need this as I can no longer hold the feelings shielded by a dark curtain in too many blind spots. It is time for me to go say that it is goodbye but it is not the final goodbye as I will return with a fresh set of thoughts pumping from the inside and at the same time I would release my feelings.

Till Next Time

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