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Why does it always happen to me that some weird dream suddenly appears out of nowhere in my mind, and all I can do is just go with the flow? I may be old by age, but I swear to protect the loved ones in my life.  I wish I had understood this earlier, but as time passes, I find myself getting closer to my family—not just my parents, but also my brother, bhabhi, and their children. Even though they are not my own, I consider their children as mine because, somewhere deep down, they carry some part of me in their genes. And if they ever get hurt—these young warriors of the future—it truly hurts me too. It feels as if the pain isn't just theirs, but mine as well. Think about it—even a single scratch on them makes me so tense, as if I’m the one suffering the pain. Maybe that's why I'm still single. Perhaps God has reserved my destiny to sacrifice myself for the peace of others.  But at the end of the day, I'm just a normal human being—nothing more. That incident in my dream ...

  This old heart of mine has changed me with passage of time. All of the emotions and even the limitations of this body is slowing down the process for me to do something even more than i ever could have done in my life.  I guess my time is up and the worst part is regrets that I keep carrying over my shoulders of the distant past. I really think that things should not have ended with me as they have already ended.  I just became a lonely soul who is just wondering from here and there, maybe searching for something which I could have done a long time ago, anyway I guess my path has too many hurdles which are working as stoppers for me to reach the destination. I am carrying so much inside. I wish this life of mine was somehow useful but all of my life, it has gone into something which is humanity.  Soul purpose is now gone and I can't revert back in time to go and change things the way I wanted but it is impossible. Everyday I wake up so that i could get a sign or si...

  I do not know where to begin such a beautiful memory, and here I am, thinking about what should have been done for so long as I lay my age at the very 30s.  Now, I realize that only if I had been more confident and fearless could I have done what has been bothering my mind for so long.  I guess that this was my immature side of me, and that hesitation is why I did not had the guts to say what I had to confess in those old days far away, which still haunts me. Let me remind you that I am never been the perfect one.  However, even if I had seen this coming out of the other side of me, I could have changed my reality, but there was this obsession with studying to be the best no matter what happens. I keep getting dreams like this now and then, and now that I think about it, I feel the missing part of the puzzle of my life, and there is that regret, too.  Let me enlighten you far away from the past: approximately 18 years ago, there was a girl named Deepika in my ...

  I don't know what happened to me but last night probably it could be due to the subconscious mind that I was not well aware of even what was happening.  This dream that I had in the morning was different from the rest of my dreams.   I know should have written each dream but after a few seconds,  this happens very fast, and before I try to recall that very dream it is over somehow. It was like someone was trying to wake me up when I was sleeping on my bed and there were some voices I was listening as I heard as if someone was whispering in my ears.   I did not know at that time that it was all a dream but it was all looking pretty real to me. There was a celebrity guest in my house who was anxiously waiting for me to come to so that she and I,  I mean both of us could go to the dentist for some tooth problem but as far as I am concerned I don't have any tooth problems at all in reality.   I told those voices that I would come after a few mi...

  I am done with YouTube, so now I will focus on other aspects of life as YouTube is considered a part-time income, but this is not the reason why I am slowing down the pace of doing live streaming or uploading videos at a smaller pace from this moment on.  It is just that I have to do more things in my life to secure and make my future to be in a bright world filled with life. It is not as if I am permanently doing this for some kind of purpose or some pressure but it is just that I have realized that YouTube s income should not be considered as a permanent income and that YouTube will be forever as trends will change over time.  I will be back but I am not interested in doing a live stream for longer durations anymore. I will continue to upload videos but life is short and time is also important that is why I have taken this decision to survive and feed my future wife and children.  I am not sad or happy, about my decision but let it be for the time being as I want...

Hello everyone out there  please do not think wrongly but I must say please never ever share personal number with anyway. You never know what might happen. They might talk in a goody goody manner but I am regretting so far by giving my number to them. There was a group on Whatsapp which  had these weird rules in that group that first of all, watch full video then record screen as a proof and also leave a comment in such a way that you have seen the video but I was against this rule.  It was them who added me by their selves, I was not agreed to get added in that group in the first place. Because I could see that danger level that they are making my number public in such a way in a group that rest can see. All the time my phone kept ringing every second because they do not have anything else to do and sometimes so one is putting random family photos, audio clips It was so much disturbing that unfortunately I had no way but to keep that group mute forever. They should ...

  Please request mera koi bhi screenshot aur screen recording kar ke o WhatsApp vala group me nahe dalega. Last time bta rahe hai jo bhi kar raha hai, mene o ka kam nahi karna. Na hee mujhse koi kahe screen recording ya screenshot ke liye kyu ki me against hu is sab me.  mujhe pasand nahe yeh sab aur me bus group me much likh nahe raha jab se aaya hu bus mene mute par rakha hua hai, dusro ka baare me bhi socho ki unka zindagi me bhi koi na koi kam hoga , agla banda khali nahe hai , us par bhi kam hai , mujhe chahe koi group se nikale ya na nikale mujhe nahe faraq padta .  Yeh sab bachhe kam acche nahe hsi karne jo sab abhi btaya hai. Please mat karo par pta hai kafi log e ka bhi screenshot khich kar o ko whatsapp par dal denge , koi baat nahe kuch log aise hee rahenge toh koi na . Par yeh khali dimag shaitan ka ghar hota hai.  kuch acche kam par lagoo iss dimag ko aap log aur yeh sab band kar doo. me sabka yaha par kam kar ta hu aur mere saath hee aap log aisa karta ...