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A Twisted Reality

  I do not know where to begin such a beautiful memory, and here I am, thinking about what should have been done for so long as I lay my age at the very 30s.  Now, I realize that only if I had been more confident and fearless could I have done what has been bothering my mind for so long.  I guess that this was my immature side of me, and that hesitation is why I did not had the guts to say what I had to confess in those old days far away, which still haunts me. Let me remind you that I am never been the perfect one.  However, even if I had seen this coming out of the other side of me, I could have changed my reality, but there was this obsession with studying to be the best no matter what happens. I keep getting dreams like this now and then, and now that I think about it, I feel the missing part of the puzzle of my life, and there is that regret, too.  Let me enlighten you far away from the past: approximately 18 years ago, there was a girl named Deepika in my school days. I used to l

A Dream Felt Like Reality

  I don't know what happened to me but last night probably it could be due to the subconscious mind that I was not well aware of even what was happening.  This dream that I had in the morning was different from the rest of my dreams.   I know should have written each dream but after a few seconds,  this happens very fast, and before I try to recall that very dream it is over somehow. It was like someone was trying to wake me up when I was sleeping on my bed and there were some voices I was listening as I heard as if someone was whispering in my ears.   I did not know at that time that it was all a dream but it was all looking pretty real to me. There was a celebrity guest in my house who was anxiously waiting for me to come to so that she and I,  I mean both of us could go to the dentist for some tooth problem but as far as I am concerned I don't have any tooth problems at all in reality.   I told those voices that I would come after a few minutes,  when I got ready,  as going

Path To peace ✌️

  I am done with YouTube, so now I will focus on other aspects of life as YouTube is considered a part-time income, but this is not the reason why I am slowing down the pace of doing live streaming or uploading videos at a smaller pace from this moment on.  It is just that I have to do more things in my life to secure and make my future to be in a bright world filled with life. It is not as if I am permanently doing this for some kind of purpose or some pressure but it is just that I have realized that YouTube s income should not be considered as a permanent income and that YouTube will be forever as trends will change over time.  I will be back but I am not interested in doing a live stream for longer durations anymore. I will continue to upload videos but life is short and time is also important that is why I have taken this decision to survive and feed my future wife and children.  I am not sad or happy, about my decision but let it be for the time being as I want to choose a differ

A Signal To Everyone ( Part 2 )

Hello everyone out there  please do not think wrongly but I must say please never ever share personal number with anyway. You never know what might happen. They might talk in a goody goody manner but I am regretting so far by giving my number to them. There was a group on Whatsapp which  had these weird rules in that group that first of all, watch full video then record screen as a proof and also leave a comment in such a way that you have seen the video but I was against this rule.  It was them who added me by their selves, I was not agreed to get added in that group in the first place. Because I could see that danger level that they are making my number public in such a way in a group that rest can see. All the time my phone kept ringing every second because they do not have anything else to do and sometimes so one is putting random family photos, audio clips It was so much disturbing that unfortunately I had no way but to keep that group mute forever. They should understand themselv

A Signal To Everyone

  Please request mera koi bhi screenshot aur screen recording kar ke o WhatsApp vala group me nahe dalega. Last time bta rahe hai jo bhi kar raha hai, mene o ka kam nahi karna. Na hee mujhse koi kahe screen recording ya screenshot ke liye kyu ki me against hu is sab me.  mujhe pasand nahe yeh sab aur me bus group me much likh nahe raha jab se aaya hu bus mene mute par rakha hua hai, dusro ka baare me bhi socho ki unka zindagi me bhi koi na koi kam hoga , agla banda khali nahe hai , us par bhi kam hai , mujhe chahe koi group se nikale ya na nikale mujhe nahe faraq padta .  Yeh sab bachhe kam acche nahe hsi karne jo sab abhi btaya hai. Please mat karo par pta hai kafi log e ka bhi screenshot khich kar o ko whatsapp par dal denge , koi baat nahe kuch log aise hee rahenge toh koi na . Par yeh khali dimag shaitan ka ghar hota hai.  kuch acche kam par lagoo iss dimag ko aap log aur yeh sab band kar doo. me sabka yaha par kam kar ta hu aur mere saath hee aap log aisa karta hoo. Waah ekdum sah

Letter to Youtube

  This is her community post that she posted today and has got no sense of even saying what and where. I cannot share those screenshots here as I am adding in this blog the feelings that have been hurt on a public platform.  She thinks that she has got freedom of saying anything just like in normal life. Please terminate her channel at the earliest I am requesting again and again and even reported couple of times earlier but nothing happened.  She is going on and on and is hurting sentiments of a hardworking creator who is helping everyone out there and is trying to keep the flame of humanity alive. She has crossed her limits.  I think this has gone far enough and now it is time to remove her channel from YouTube completely as this cannot go on like this forever. Please I am requesting ban the user from using this platform as she is writing without thinking as to what to say and where to say.  I am getting personally humiliated and this is a form of hate speech in the screenshots and a

Thoughts Of The Writer ( Part 14 )

   I do not know where to start and from which point should I end the depth of my thoughts in this passage at this very last date of this month but still, I will write whatever is troubling me so far within my thoughts. So there are very frustrated and quite jealous people in this world who will attempt anything to bring a hardworking person down to earth.  I am out of words for such people as they should mind their businesses and stop poking into other people's life matters as well as their YouTube channel. At times I am really out of words and do not know what to comment upon.  I feel that they must educate themselves and not use something which is not permissible or in other sense not to say on such and such public forums such as YouTube or any other social network. It is easy to blame anybody but difficult to prove the false blame or false statement.  People lack what to say and where to say as well as say something with so much democracy. They do not know that this is the inte