Outburst Of Emotions ( Part 4 )

It saddens me too much to be in midst of silence all the time. I keep on waiting and waiting in the Que without any reason to set my thoughts free from this burden chain of being surrounded by people who simply all of a sudden lost interest in you.

There are strange events that keep appearing as well as disappearing as if I am a none living object with no feelings. I do not like to express my feelings with words but deep down I know the kind of pain I get.

The calming atmosphere in such a scenario is not at all what I am expecting and taking autonomous decisions on behalf is something that I am not liking one bit as there are certain things in life in which only I and only need to be at the forefront.

Some people have got a ridiculous habit of changing the entire path of one's life by misleading him and by making him work in such conditions where there is no self-benefit. I am tired of screaming inside and I just want people around me to behave in a normal kind of manner and start talking more rather than spending time on useless topics that simply do not have any meaning and it is just complete waste of time.

I am fed up with silence and want that all the members of the family should take a step forward and try to communicate a little. It is just like being surrounded by empty walls just like then.

I was happy earlier but due to this sudden elapse in communication I have become completely speechless. Anyway, let's see what can and should be the alternative for this one.

Till Next Time

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