Outburst Of Emotions ( Part 3 )

This world is filled up with people who are simply least bothered about their whereabouts and having such dumb people have not made me show the mirror for which it was looking out the kind of reflection and its overall impact has given me lots of negativity.

And to be honest I need to distance myself from such diseaseful people who are not only showing their true colors but also are trying to impose something on someone like me which is irrelevant to the content itself.

I am stuck being a useless meaningless robot who simply has to obey a set of instructions or it can also be called an order. I am not someone anymore who would tolerate insult from my family member in front of a complete outside guy.

I had swallowed the insults thrown at me but if I wanted I could have given back a proper reply. There are times plus situations wherever I feel like being silent but that is not all.

The raging or perhaps the boiling anger that could have taken adverse effects was kept inside for the time being but this is not such that complete healing something would be considered as all okay. Instead, I am not in the mood to converse with a person who has brought me into the kind of pathetic state that I wanted to avoid.

These are my outburst of emotions, my pride, and my respect for the family. People should know who is with them and which one is against them.

I am tired and I quit being in such a personality anymore. Times have made a positive change and at the same time showing me the door to avoid the mistakes which could have been overcome in the past but anyway all I just want to write is to express the grief that I am carrying in my heart for all these years and it feels like that now I am left in broken pieces of the mirror standing tall at the center of the mirror facing towards my own shadow.

That would be all for now.

Till Next Time...

See Yaa...

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