Thoughts Of The Writer ( Part 7 )

This was somewhat not a very great day but it almost felt as if nothing is going right as the peaceful interval of my journey has been halted. I continue to look forward to feeling like the new ocean that I have to cross that is standing in front of me.

It is almost like a dawn of a new era for me with every single morning. Sometimes it does not feel right to go away and let the pain get to the head and that is also not sounding too good to me. I was totally in a different atmosphere where it felt as if life has got nothing to offer but instead life has given me plenty of new avenues to explore.

It could be a foolish or a very wealthy decision for me but I prefer to be on the bright side of the inspiring daylight that is being showered all over me like blessings falling up from the sky and there is someone who is already in my tag team and who will always be like a guiding torch for the dark waves that keep hitting me each day.

There is no end to the meaningless obstacles in my life. For the very most part, I really hate whenever I have to be part of such crazy stuff and I do not like even one bit of it. I am now on a path where there is some fruitful benefit for me to achieve and not wasting my precious time on useless menace.

I am far above those things where there is not even a scratch that can affect my positive presence anymore. Even though it may seem like there is something, such is not the case with me anymore. I do not like myself with trouble anymore that is why I am going to say goodbye to it as long as I am here I am important and I do not need anyone’s help.

I am fed up with doing favors for anyone so I will take it easy from here on. I think about the future every day and will not like to do any bothersome work that takes up my mind for nothing. I am not here to lay down my life for anyone and I will do as I feel and not be anyone’s spoon all the time.

I am tired of exceeding my limits and will try not to do much work as the body cannot take all the toll itself. I am sick of playing games that are not to my taste. It is just that I have had enough and what suits my personality is the very best thing that I like to do.

I am kind of mixed up in this passage but perhaps another day will do the trick and will improve the experience as right now I have lowered on all such tasks which are not offering anything but sadness. Let's see what is the best that can be done in times to come ………

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