Thoughts Of The Writer ( Part 5 )

This a fact which seems to be true of getting up early in the morning even though having disciplines which are followed every day, it seems difficult to get up each day. Still, I try my best to get up as early as possible in the morning.

There are some days or I might even say a few days or even a little bit of day left behind with the Indian calendar. It was not my judgment to become too lazy but what to do, now and then I keep getting the sensation of not utilizing my maximum output by waking up too late in the morning, and trust me on this one that it feels like a waste of time of not doing anything positive and then there are all those crazy instances which keep on happening whenever I am in deep sleep.

There is a lesson that I learned today and that would be to stay on foot all the time and never loose that dedicated spirit that can be made from some use. I am either too much overworked or I need more manpower to let go of all the burden that has been on my mind since the eyes lids that I keep opening on a brighter day.

I just want to go with the flow of the wind and let all light shine upon me and that also more than there will ever be.

Till Next Time

See Yaaa...

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