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Ray Of Hope ( Part 2 )



 

I could have made the video appealing but I think it is too late as most of the videos have been deleted from my channel recently because I was getting too scared as a beginner as to what will happen if I took this step. 



As of now, I am regretting my sudden decision which I took without even giving it a thought. Hence if I am right from here on then there is no way of appealing after the deletion of videos but now all that is left for me is to wait for 30 days before I reapply again for the YPP program. 



I will wait as there is no other alternative left from here on. Thanks for guiding me throughout till now but I guess the best thing as of now would be to focus on constructing newer content and I promise to work harder this time no matter what. 



Earlier when I saw this mail from the YouTube team then I was almost demotivated but after a few moments I have realized from my mistakes and I have become much stronger on the inside and I will try to shift my energy to be positive from now and move ahead as what happened cannot be undone and the best possible way is to move on. I know in life it hurts at times but anyway like I said there was nothing wrong with my content and I could also have made a video out of it and there could have been a possibility that my channel could have been monetized but anyway the past is the past. 



I have learned from my mistakes and I would from now on work towards being perfect. Let's forget this is a bad dream and that's for all that I would like to say. 

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