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DreamLand ( Part 8 )




It was a great dream this morning which I consider adequate in itself in teaching me a lesson and by leading me to the way that leads to the far of past and from where I was kind of taking things too much lightly till now. Over the years, I was waiting for a sign or something like that in making me realize the mistakes that I used to commit over the years and this self-realization was very important which has changed my entire outlook and even though now as I continue to see this world, I am doing a great favor on myself for identifying the mistake. 



Probably, it could have been later than never before in this life, but all thanks to the dream that I just had as it was a lesson that taught me the importance of a father in my life. I was almost about to lose my blood which had given me birth, strength, courage, a place to live, and much more to keep going no matter what.



 I am feeling so guilty over myself for not giving the equal kind of treatment that I was giving to my lovely mother. I am grateful for the almighty to show me the door that leads to lightness rather than darkness. 



I am too much ashamed of myself and at the same time, I feel that I have till now missed the most important part of the puzzle. Well, now it feels that the incomplete puzzle is kind of complete as I have found the missing card of hopes and dreams. 



What happened was unexpected yet I can bet my thing on one thing and that was the wake-up call that I was waiting to vibrate itself and show me yet another mirror that I had been waiting for till date. It was a series of collective events that had almost occurred over the past.



I promise to make this dream worth writing all over again but not from what it appears but from the continuing part itself. I am not so sure about whether it was a good experience or a bad one but anyways, I have made my decision on improving myself from this moment onwards, even though it is an impossible thing to do but like I said, earlier better than never before and I will stay on constructing the willpower of helping the old one instead of having the new one to take care of...


Till Next Time...


See Yaa...


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