Lockdown Diary ( Part 1 )

I am grateful for the opportunity that the positive side of lockdown has given me in my daily life. I had given attention to those aspects in my life that needed much more attention than usual daily life tasks at hand.

It was a chance that I had to take as there was no other alternative and I could not have wished anything better than this till now. For some people, the lockdown was not too good but for me, it all went perfectly as I planned it to be.

And to be an honest citizen of this country that barrier of time spent with my parents had lifted than usual. I was very happy in respect of learning newer things with each passing day plus I devoted my heart and soul to learning newer things every day that life was offering in that said period.

Well, at first it was very difficult to sit all the time in the house especially when academic activities were concerned than on that stage. It felt strange regarding the absence of large space but anyway I came out of it quite well.

I adjusted my body space as well as the rate of doing things speedily like a rabbit hopping up and down on the tree. There was a time when it felt difficult to do outside tasks but with proper precautions regarding the Covid Pandemic, I was able to maintain all such restrictions and still kept working even on the outside world.

It was a job that I had to do and I did pretty well. I even protected my parents all the time and I am still performing up to Mark to assure proper safety about them.

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