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The Journey : So Far .... (Part 1 )

 


Welcome to this special edition wherein today I, will not be able to produce any newer articles for this day. Because recently some mishap had happened with me due to which I am left completely devastated during these hard times of struggle.


 And now that I think about it, it seems like forever for me to figure out on those lines. Let me throw my thoughts over here, little by little regarding this aspect.


 As I was writing difficult roads often leads to endangered paths. Till now I was in a very happy state but then I went " uh oh ".


Well, do not worry at all, as I am not applying my finishing words here. This expression as, of now is just a thought read miles away. 


Let's cut the chit-chat, and straight away concentrate on more meaningful and simple thought at hand. The writer in me has been shattered today, even emotions lying within have been shattered in far away distances. 


I am not happy rather deeply broken and sad at such a crucial stage, where even if I try to raise my voice against something wrong then I am the one who gets blacklisted from the top.


Even though I have no self-desire to win the race against time but somewhere there is a situation that has left me completely clueless on the show with empty chairs in the audience staring at me.


 I had participated in a challenge not so far away but if I had to quote then I would say about 2 months ago. Well, that time I had assured myself that yes, everything is put to order and there are no barriers that needed any undue attention.


 I had accomplished a challenge, but yet I still I got failed when I, was at the peak of my achievements. I was the captain of my ship but yet I could not make it to the shore in time to save myself from drowning, before that my ship ranked inside the bottomless deep sea. 


Let me make it clearer on these terms, as it might be difficult to crack at what have I, written till now. But eventually, this is quite interesting to read at the same time.


 I was now under the impression that since the time, I placed ads on my website, I was happy that time is also on my side, and it kinds of works as a kind of motivation for me.


Whenever I am on the verge of writing something new for that matter. Last night, I simply could not digest the overview of my website.


Because as a precautionary measure from getting it hacked, I always open it once a day to make sure that things are the way as, per my expectations. There are only two factors that work for me in terms of motivation.


 And out of which I, have already written in my past articles, so I will exclude that part as of now. Now coming back to the main narrative, I was shocked last night only as it, had crushed my overwhelming dreams filled with joy and laughter and it completely left me broken from the edges of the inside.


 My interest is getting depleted with each passing day. Please do wait for the next installment of this series.


What happened, write some more 


Till then......


See ya


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