The Journey : So Far .... ( Part 4 )

 

I was not able to control my disturbed environment due to the sudden impact that had earlier taken its course in the form of criticizing the Adsense team. It was my fault all along, as it was taking me too long to figure it out. 

I am not writing all those by any kind of pressure or anything like this. Even though I am still not in a very calming situation but have managed in some way or the other to slightly calm myself. 

I was risking my health and that also specifically mental health as this aspect is still somewhere down the thought has taken its place. It is quite difficult to forget or should I further highlight my narrative by stating that it cannot be forgotten so, easily because part of it has already affected my memory slot.

 And there will be times in the future also when I would all of a sudden be left with its traces in my memory bank as far as this is concerned. Well, I have given it a thought time after time and I have reached a certain conclusion.

 Do not know whether it is right or wrong, preferably it will be right as my senses do not indicate any sort of harsh feelings. I know and I must say that " I am no hero of justice or anything else like that, probably just an Indian citizen who is well aware of his rights", and that also who cannot afford to see any kind of injustice done in whatsoever manners. 

I have made up my mind and there is no turning back now because I have to see what is in front of me and avoid any damage done back on the road. So as I was writing, I would not hold up the suspense anymore and let me write a few more lines that till now I was in a straightjacketed kind of situation but not anymore.

 My readers have given me strength in terms of " motivation " which I have already explained in my past passages. I am gluing myself on the fact now that ads or no ads, it is not going to affect me anymore because I have got the power that I already need in writing, so let it be like this. 

With grief in my heart, I would still assume from now on that nothing has happened so far and why should I let any negative thoughts affect me. I would be looking towards brighter dawn of joy and happiness with lots of vibrant energy that will flow in my veins.

 I can't change who I am, so I would change the direction of thoughts into something more creative. I swear I am gonna write from now on because there is someone out there who has given me everything they had got in their stride.

 so I can't let them down, I will not break their promises. 

Reader: Wow, I am impressed.

Writer: It's all thanks to you for giving me that motivation.

There is someone who has bestowed his or her hopes in me that I ain't backing down. I must keep the flame burning ..................... 

Write Some More.............

Please do wait for my next explosive passage, coming right up.

Till then........

See ya......